Goodbye June. I watched my sister's keeper today. Really tho, it made me tear up. The saddest movie you can ever watch. Well at least for me. Was a hungry beast & ate chipotle. OH, and little sister Quynh is leaving for Canada tmrw]; I swear man, I love our random conversations about guys.
Lowkey sad..
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
Fried Day
I feel so good about myself. Ran 2 miles, with couples walks here and there. Other than that, I feel soo much better. Honestly, I don't feel as tired or as sore as I felt on monday. MONDAY & TUESDAY, I could barely walk and my legs were about to explode at night cause of the soreness. sheesh, if I keep running everyday/every morning, then I know for sure I'm gonna be fine running the 5 mile in the next couple weeks. Building muscle and yes.. I know I'm skinny but I wasn't active before. & no, not that kind of active you nasty. rofl. Well, I'd like to have just a lil meat in me. yannoooo?!
I'm not so sure about you right now. And I know we had this talk about not sure if one is gonna hurt the other. You don't know and I don't know. Like I said, we'll see what happens. It's just hard for me to get back into the game, cause the past was pretty rough on me. Not gonna lie. I've been lied to, fallen for the wrong guys, and gave out too many chances to the assholes. And for the fallen part, I fell for them a little TOO FAST cause they told me things that I wanted to hear & some of which wasn't probably true. I also understand where you're coming from. Getting hurt as well, cause girls are sluts. lmao. Really tho, I had a feeling something was up when we all chilled at your house. I don't know what it was and I thought to myself, neh just don't say anything cause I could've been wrong. sheesh. There's just something about you, that I completely cannot explain.
I'm not so sure about you right now. And I know we had this talk about not sure if one is gonna hurt the other. You don't know and I don't know. Like I said, we'll see what happens. It's just hard for me to get back into the game, cause the past was pretty rough on me. Not gonna lie. I've been lied to, fallen for the wrong guys, and gave out too many chances to the assholes. And for the fallen part, I fell for them a little TOO FAST cause they told me things that I wanted to hear & some of which wasn't probably true. I also understand where you're coming from. Getting hurt as well, cause girls are sluts. lmao. Really tho, I had a feeling something was up when we all chilled at your house. I don't know what it was and I thought to myself, neh just don't say anything cause I could've been wrong. sheesh. There's just something about you, that I completely cannot explain.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
DAY 3
Today wasn't so bad, because we did not fucking run today. I'M HAPPY & we did a little bit of choreo till I was sweating balls but whatevs. I feel like a dumb ass cause I thought I dropped my glasses somewhere and I was looking around the gym and outside the cafeteria, but it was in my backpack -_- I GUESS. I lost my first pair of glasses and I KNOW I won't lose these. YAY!
It keeps bugging me that you tell me you liked me ever since I was with jay. & at that time you couldn't say anything. Yes, I understand because he was your homie/brother. But, the fact that you're my bestie and you didn't tell me when I WASN'T with him, makes me think if you really do like me. When you hit me up that night I was so happy cause we haven't seen each other or spoken to each other in months. I wanted to tell you, but I knew it wasn't the right time. And on June 10th, 2009 I finally tell you that I like you and blah blah, that got my hopes up. (yes, I even remember that date. So, shut up!) I didn't stop to think about the consequences of you hurting me. And I even told you that I KNOW for sure, that you wouldn't treat me the way jon did. WELL.. what's bothering is what you're NOT DOING. Which is ignoring the girl that cares a lot about you, who wants to be with you but CAN'T. I don't understand you, honestly I don't. I see you as the player type with all the girls up on you like there's no tomorrow. And as the days go by, there isn't a day when I don't think about the "what if we happened."
& for you, which I don't even know if you'll read or not. It's kinda like, I don't know if you like me. We practically talk to each other everyday. Not really the good mornings or good nights typa thing, but just random talks. hah! But, I would like to get to know you more. I'm happy that I went to kairos, happy that we've somewhat bonded and mos def happy that I went to your show. Before kairos and everything, I quit my dance class at school. Since it was a morning class, I would always be late and I'd be tired so early in the morning. Point of this is we were preparing for a dance performance & we were put in groups. Something in me just said to quit and make it up during the summer. So I currently am. FML. lol. And the night of the performance, is the night we left for kairos. And if it wasn't for me quitting, I wouldn't have met you at kairos. I wouldn't have known who you were. I wouldn't have gone to your show and we wouldn't have had our "date." But I'm glad I did quit to meet a down ass guy like you. Not gonna lie, you put a smile on my face and I don't even know why. I'm happy.
It keeps bugging me that you tell me you liked me ever since I was with jay. & at that time you couldn't say anything. Yes, I understand because he was your homie/brother. But, the fact that you're my bestie and you didn't tell me when I WASN'T with him, makes me think if you really do like me. When you hit me up that night I was so happy cause we haven't seen each other or spoken to each other in months. I wanted to tell you, but I knew it wasn't the right time. And on June 10th, 2009 I finally tell you that I like you and blah blah, that got my hopes up. (yes, I even remember that date. So, shut up!) I didn't stop to think about the consequences of you hurting me. And I even told you that I KNOW for sure, that you wouldn't treat me the way jon did. WELL.. what's bothering is what you're NOT DOING. Which is ignoring the girl that cares a lot about you, who wants to be with you but CAN'T. I don't understand you, honestly I don't. I see you as the player type with all the girls up on you like there's no tomorrow. And as the days go by, there isn't a day when I don't think about the "what if we happened."
& for you, which I don't even know if you'll read or not. It's kinda like, I don't know if you like me. We practically talk to each other everyday. Not really the good mornings or good nights typa thing, but just random talks. hah! But, I would like to get to know you more. I'm happy that I went to kairos, happy that we've somewhat bonded and mos def happy that I went to your show. Before kairos and everything, I quit my dance class at school. Since it was a morning class, I would always be late and I'd be tired so early in the morning. Point of this is we were preparing for a dance performance & we were put in groups. Something in me just said to quit and make it up during the summer. So I currently am. FML. lol. And the night of the performance, is the night we left for kairos. And if it wasn't for me quitting, I wouldn't have met you at kairos. I wouldn't have known who you were. I wouldn't have gone to your show and we wouldn't have had our "date." But I'm glad I did quit to meet a down ass guy like you. Not gonna lie, you put a smile on my face and I don't even know why. I'm happy.
Monday, June 22, 2009
Summer School
First day of summer school & dang, like a million freshmen. shaaish. They all look so small! No you don't even know. MUCH smaller than me. TWICE as small as me. haha. They look cute. No homo.
I didn't know I signed up for workout AND SELF DEFENSE! I didn't even know they offered that. I thought I was only taking dance -_- Ran like hella laps today and was gonna pass out. And as of today I gotta start eating healthy. None of that oily, fattening shit that I always eat. Buahaha. So like anyways, I'm done with your bullshit. Done with waiting for you because no effort is being showed. You're just bullshitting me! OHH, and my little sister knows why I'm so happy but kinda have doubts. Aside from having doubts, yes you're cute and I like talking to you everyday. That's all. k byeeeeeeeeee!
I didn't know I signed up for workout AND SELF DEFENSE! I didn't even know they offered that. I thought I was only taking dance -_- Ran like hella laps today and was gonna pass out. And as of today I gotta start eating healthy. None of that oily, fattening shit that I always eat. Buahaha. So like anyways, I'm done with your bullshit. Done with waiting for you because no effort is being showed. You're just bullshitting me! OHH, and my little sister knows why I'm so happy but kinda have doubts. Aside from having doubts, yes you're cute and I like talking to you everyday. That's all. k byeeeeeeeeee!
Sunday, June 21, 2009
HAHA
I don't understand why I delete my old blogs, and then make a new post or whatevs. sheesh, I'm lame. I used to blog A LOT but never really shared what I wrote. Anywhores.. I miss your company. ]:
OH, and my bestie probably won't read this but I MISS YOU BESTIE. Even though you're too cool to hit me up and say wsuppp. I honestly tell you how I feel and what do I get in return? NOTHING. I'm guessing we're better off just friends because I'm sick and tired of waiting for YOU. I"M ALWAYS the one that has to hit you up and it seems like you don't even care. YOU made a "promise" on our friendship. Hopefully you won't ever forget that promise. You probably did, but okay I GUESS.
OH, and my bestie probably won't read this but I MISS YOU BESTIE. Even though you're too cool to hit me up and say wsuppp. I honestly tell you how I feel and what do I get in return? NOTHING. I'm guessing we're better off just friends because I'm sick and tired of waiting for YOU. I"M ALWAYS the one that has to hit you up and it seems like you don't even care. YOU made a "promise" on our friendship. Hopefully you won't ever forget that promise. You probably did, but okay I GUESS.
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